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Mood:
Sadness -
Listening to: nothing...
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Reading: Manga
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Watching: stuff...
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Playing: nothing...........
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Eating: air
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Drinking: water
Why is it that you're always there?
In my dreams, wherever I go,
Don't you get tired,
Of haunting the same person over and over?
I call for you, begging for answers,
All I get is a laugh
Making me feel like a fool
When will you stop this torment?
Do you find pleasure from all of my sorrow?
I ask these questions,
From a weak, and wandering mind
That no longer has control over what she does,
What she feels
What she is,
The torment will continue,
Until my end,
Something I want,
Something I don't deserve
How does it feel,
To laugh at one's misery?
Should I try it?
Would it feel good?
Will it make me feel again?
Will I become sane?
It doesn't work,
It will never work,
Instead of feeling better I feel worse,
Seeking again what is death,
The sweet sweet calls,
Of those pleasant shadows,
If you are the light,
Then i choose the darkness.
Swallow me,
Swallow me whole,
Your melodies sooth me,
Make me relax,
Take my nightmares away,
Take me away,
From that which haunts my dreams,
No, they're not dreams,
They're nightmares,
From which I seek solace,
A place just for me,
And only for me.